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Daddy died.

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He died this morning :( I feel so lost
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Hi =[

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Been a while since I've been online, lots of life issues. My dad's in the final stages of lung cancer. We've come close to losing him so many times now.  He sleeps a lot, when he's awake he's in a lot of pain, or completely confused. It's awful. I hate seeing him like that, but I don't want him to die. My dad's been amazing my whole life, watching him shrivel away is the most painful experience of my life.

Just wanted to pop in and say hello. Hope you all are doing well.
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JOIN. Please :D

I need to advertise on TGN...but I don't have time to draw -_-
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My husband is returning from Iraq most likely the beginning of August! Very, very excited! I can't wait to see him again. He'll have to go straight to his base in Kansas. And will stay there from 2-3 months. So we're going to find a place to stay there. The cats and Evee are going to stay with my parents. And Martin's going to stay with Matt's niece. Good luck to her. He's a little devil. :)

I'm soo relieved to know he's coming home soon. I'm refraining from getting too excited, in case the date gets pushed back. It actually moved up 30 days! SO awesome. If it gets pushed back, I'll quite honestly be devastated. Seems like every time I get all worked up with happy it comes crashing down around me. Haha.




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For those that care (prolly none) I have some sketches/doodles in my sketchbook and now have a printer/scanner, without the USB cable. My mother forgot to send that with it. May just zip down to Wally-World and grab one instead of waiting.
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Life sucks.

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My dad was in the hospital, preparing to get rid of his lung cancer. It would've been a quick 4 hr surgery, with a 2 week downtime. Before the surgery, they did cat scans, biopsies, and a pet scan. The Pet scan showed us that his cancer had spread into the middle of his chest. It's bad. He can no longer have surgery, it'll make it spread more. He'll have to endure radiation and chemo. He's not strong enough, he won't survive it. The chemo and radiation will only keep him alive for a year. This all happened because he smoked for 40+ years. I hate smoking. I don't know why anyone destroys their lives.
I haven't had any contact with my husband for 2 days. He doesn't know any of it, and I just feel so stressed out right now. Matt's a smoker, but he's trying to quit for me. He's cut back a lot. I'm a bit worried about not talking to him in so long, but he works 24 hr shifts and the net goes down a lot.
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